The Disciple Jesus Loved Tells All!
Studies in the Gospel of John
Chapter 12
A district party
conference was under way in Moscow Province. It was presided over by a new
secretary of the District Party Committee, replacing one recently arrested. At
the conclusion of the conference, a tribute to Comrade Stalin was called for.
Of course, everyone stood up (just as everyone had leaped to his feet during
the conference with every mention of his name). The hall echoed with ¡stormy applause,
rising to an ovation.¡¨ For three minutes, four minutes, five minutes, the
¡stormy applause, rising to an ovation,¡¨ continued. But palms were getting
sore and raised arms were already aching. And the older people were panting
from exhaustion. It was becoming insufferably silly even to those who adored
Stalin. However, who would dare to be the first to stop? The secretary of the
District Party could have done it. He was standing on the platform, and it was
he who had just called for the ovation. But he was a newcomer. He had taken the
place of a man who’d been arrested. He was afraid! After all, NKVD men were
standing in the hall applauding and watching to see who would quit first! And
in the obscure, small hall, unknown to the leader, the applause went on six,
seven, eight minutes! They were done for! Their goose was cooked! They couldn’t
stop now till they collapsed with heart attacks! At the rear of the hall, which
was crowded, they could of course cheat a bit, clap less frequently, less
vigorously, not so eagerly, but up there with the presidium where everyone
could see them?
The director of the local paper factor, an independent and strong-minded man,
stood with the presidium. Aware of all the falsity and all the impossibility of
the situation, he still kept on applauding! Nine minutes! Ten! In anguish he
watched the secretary of the District Party Committee, but the latter dared not
stop. Insanity! To the last man! With make-believe enthusiasm on their faces,
looking at each other with faint hope, the district leaders were just going to
go on and on applauding till they fell where they stood, till they were carried
out of the hall on stretchers! And even then those who were left would not
falter Then, after eleven minutes, the director of the paper factory assumed a
businesslike expression and sat down in his seat. And, oh, a miracle took
place! Where had the universal, uninhibited, indescribable enthusiasm gone?
To a man, everyone else stopped dead and sat down. They had been saved! The
squirrel had been smart enough to jump off his revolving wheel. That, however,
was how they discovered who the independent people were. And that was how they
went about eliminating them. That same night the factory director was arrested.
They easily pasted ten years on him on the pretext of something quite
different. But after he had signed Form 206, the final document of the
interrogation, his interrogator reminded him: Don’t ever be the first to stop
applauding![i]
We all remember the
television images of huge crowds of people in Iraq protesting against America
and pledging loyalty to Sadam Hussein. It was only through secret channels, and by talking to people in the
last year, that we have learned that attending those rallies, and
enthusiastically showing your support of the Dictator, were the only way to get
vouchers for food for your family! With
the threat of prison or starvation hanging over a person, they will do just
about anything.
You might be
surprised to find out how many people feel the same way about church that the
people of the Old Soviet Union felt about that Party Meeting, or at the rally
in Baghdad! They might never say it,
but they are in church because they are afraid of the consequences of not attending! They are afraid that if they don’t go to
church they will go to hell. If they
don’t go and worship Him, He will punish them and their life will fall apart –
they might lose their job, their health, or their happiness.
So let me ask you –
does a person who attends church with that mindset really worship God? Is God impressed by their attendance? Does their attendance in church earn them a
place in heaven? The answer to each of
those questions is a resounding “No!” Going to church does not
earn you passage to heaven. Singing and
praising is not worship. God does not
keep track of your attendance record at church and dole out positions in heaven
based on the good works you have done like some dictator watching a crowd of
his citizens for the disloyal.
These Days at
Gateway Community Church we are examining the memoirs of a man who walked with
Jesus for three years. His name was
John, and he was known as “the Disciple Jesus loved.” He was perhaps the closest of Jesus’ friends on this earth, and
years after the death of his friend, John set out to record a collection of his
most memorable times with Jesus. He
tells us at the end of the book that he could have written much, much more –
but he specifically chose these things to show us that Jesus is the Son of God,
and to show us why we should believe in Him.
In John’s memoirs,
we have heard Jesus make direct claims to be the Son of God. We have seen Jesus perform miraculous signs
that show He is who He claims to be. We
have watched Him attack the religious stuff shirts, and have compassion on
those who were shut out from the church because of their sin. He has fed peoples bellies, and nourished
their souls. He has given sight to the
blind, raised the dead, and accused the religious leaders of the day of being
both blind and dead. In short, Jesus
has caused quite a stir in Israel. His
popularity has grown among the masses to huge proportions, but that growth has
been matched by hatred among the religious and political leaders.
In chapter 12 of
John’s memoirs, we see three very distinct snapshots of what it means to really
worship God – and none of them have anything to do with fear, compulsion or
selfish gain. In fact, as we will see,
when we really worship, we don’t focus on ourselves at all.
Let’s begin by
reading the first few verses of John chapter 12. [Read vs. 1-8]
This first
snapshot is what I call Passionate Worship.
Mary is overwhelmed
by complete abandonment as she takes this most precious item she owns and
lavishly pours it out for her Lord. It
would have taken a common laborer in that city a year to earn enough money to
purchased a pint of pure nard, and yet she selflessly pours it out on
Jesus. As Randy mentioned a couple of
weeks ago, Bethany was just a few miles outside the walls of Jerusalem, and was
not a real affluent neighborhood – for Mary to pour out this perfume on Jesus
was a passionate, private act of worship that showed that she was broken before
Him. The letting down of her hair
showed absolute humility, the wiping of his feet showed total submission.
Mary could have
simply dabbed a little of the perfume on Jesus, she could have reserved some of
this beautiful fragrance for herself, but she did not. She could have wiped his feet with a towel,
and not taken down her hair, but in taking down her hair she humbled herself
and laid her glory down at his feet – she poured it all out for Him, and she
poured herself out at His feet.
She had to know that
there would be those around who would question her motives, who would criticize
her actions – but she did not care – she would not give anything less than her
all. She would not dare to worship the
Lord by going through the motions – she would not dishonor him by giving him
something that cost her nothing – she gave her most precious possession – she
gave herself to Him in a Passionate act of Worship.
How much does that
sound like our worship? When was the
last time we worshiped the Lord with that kind of passion? Have we ever done so?
The second
snapshot of Worship in this chapter is an act of Public Worship.
Beginning at verse
12 we read of what is called The Triumphal Entry. It is the incredible day when Jesus road on a donkey into the
city of Jerusalem and the people greeted Him as their Messiah and King. Follow along as I read these verses [read
vs. 12-19].
Here’s a worship
service that is anything but private. This is a group of people who are excited by the presence of Jesus in
their midst! A great crowd has gathered
in Jerusalem for the Feast of Passover, and they have heard that Jesus is on
his way to the city from Bethany, where he has been staying with Mary, Martha
and Lazarus. So they went out to see
him pass by. Just 10 days ago or so,
President Bush went through West Bend on a bus and crowds gathered to greet
him, wave at him and welcome him to the city – this event is not at all unlike
that event.
The people of
Jerusalem are welcoming the one who they believe is their new king – and he’s
not riding a Greyhound, he’s riding a donkey! They don’t wave political signs, they wave palm branches. And instead of chanting political slogans,
they are chanting, “Hosanna, Blessed is He who comes in the name of the
Lord! Blessed is the King of Israel!”
Verse 17 says that
the people who were with Jesus when He raised Lazarus from the dead were going
through the crowd telling them what He had done, celebrating the presence of
God and His work in their lives – “Hey, have you heard? Jesus is here! He is the Son of God! He
has raised the dead! He’s our King!”
Before we begin to
equate this to our normal church services, let me ask you this – how often does
your church service sound like this? Joy, excitement, enthusiasm, people sharing what God has done in their
lives – hmmmm – seems to be missing from far too many churches, I think. I gotta tell you, folks, I think our public
worship times in the church today need some help – and not because we need to
put on some kind of a show – but because we need to recognize again, with real
joy, the presence of God in our midst. We need to celebrate what He has done, and what He is doing all around
us. We need to be going to the people
in the street, and saying, “Hey – have you heard? Jesus is here! He is the
Son of God! He loves you! He wants to
know you personally!”
The third
snapshot of worship I see here is Personal Worship.
In verses 20 through 26, we see that some Gentiles were among the people who were in Jerusalem. And when they heard all this talk about Jesus, they wanted to know more – they wanted a personal visit with Jesus. Listen as I read verses 20-26.
Can you hear the
intimate, personal level on which Jesus is speaking? He is talking about the deepest things of the heart – our
priorities, our loyalties, our commitments.
“Whoever serves me
must follow me; and where I am, my servant will also be. My Father will honor the one who serves me.”
(vs. 26)
It is not enough to
simply join in the crowd – yes, worshiping is having those private, passionate
times of worship, and it is times of great celebration in public, but worship
is also personal commitment and giving of ourselves to Jesus to serve Him and
to be about His mission for us.
Worship through
service is a step beyond the private – those quiet times of prayer and
adoration that we have for Him. It is
far beyond the Public – when we gather in a group of like-minded people and
sing and celebrate. It is a time of
risk, or sacrifice, of obedience, and it is a type of worship that honors God –
and He in turn honors those who worship Him in such a way.
So if we were to
take a snapshot of your worship – what would it look like? Would it resemble any of these three
here? Or would it look more like those
folks who were afraid of the powerful ogre who ruled over them? Is our worship genuine, or forced? Is it heart felt, or is it based on fear or
greed? God doesn’t want you worship if
it is forced – He wants worship that comes from your heart – worship that is
the natural, passionate, enthusiastic, response of a heart that has experienced
His love.
If you’ve never worshiped
Him like that before, maybe it’s because you’ve never met Him on that level
before. He loves you with a love that
is beyond anything you’ve ever experienced. He loves you so much that he actually laid aside the benefits of heaven
to come and live as a human being, and lived a perfect life so that he could be
a perfect sacrificial payment for the wrong things you have done, the mistakes
you have made, and the sins you’ve committed.
He can and H will
give you a new life, if you will place your trust in Him for your life now, and
eternal life to come. If you’ve never
done that, I encourage you to do so today, and you will be able to worship from
the heart.
Prayer.
[i] Robert P. Dugan, Jr.
Winning the New Civil War. © Multnomah Publishing,
Sisters, Oregon, 1991. pp. 25-27.